JINN!!! AAH....

yEah...its hot and its caught.The jinnah episode took no time to raise fumes and nor did the media wasted any time to cash their TRP's on the entire masala controversy.BJP has evolved as the"biggest jhagdalu party"of all the times presenting a sorry state of internal understanding and mutual cooperation.To me this marks the sad demise of a party that was potential of bringing a change into the country,leaving the already hapless and alternativeless crowd of india with a single party to elect.This clarifies that the monopoly of a single party would now be the scenario of the so called Indian polity which sounds disastrous to me.I have always heard that"variety is the spice of life" and this monopoly concept would only mark an era of"MONOtonous POLItics"Until and unless we face competition we never invest our efforts towards coming up with something worthy and significant..thats one of the basic human instincts.
I fail to understand why the indian media and the indian leaders squander their time in these absolutely worthless issues.Why did the BJP give too much of space for this drama and even the public,like a f****** lot of creatures got blowed away.Whatever happened in the past has already born its consequences and we can do absolutely nothing about it.What we really need to do is to adorn our present so that we can have a flourishing future.What would we earn by proving the leaders of our past,heroes or villains? Who cares about it?Even after this whole episode of the JINN...AAH thing,nobody would probably be interested to have the knowhow of the partition story.We the youth of this nation know just one thing,that partition was the biggest blow that has still kept our nation paralysed.Boundless stories and theories may have been behind it but it doesnt matter the least now.The political leaders should'nt expect to flood their vote banks by expelling any leader from the party only because he raised his voice fearlessly. On the contrary this would only amount them to projecting themselves as enemies of the ideals of democracy.
For god's sake all the netas get yourselves rid of this damn f****** business.There's a lot that we need to do for this nation and I really want the media to play a positive role instead of filling their TRP's by covering anything an everything silly played by these politicians.

TRUST...

Never trust the word trust

nothing profound,its just dust.

Trust grows out of love,

like roots support a tree above.

A wild breeze blew away his trust,

the tree fell dead,right on the crust.

the roots of my love were weak perhaps...

his trust got easily buried under the wraps.

I accept,i did a blunder

too strong that it got all my love to plunder?

Not a penitent,but like a criminal i feel..

seems that my wounds never heal.

He accused me of betrayal and infidelity,

my soul bleeded and i wept feeling guilty.

Love burned to ashes in a single moment,

he left me with no choice,than to lament.

No words to explain what he is...

to my world he came as a bliss.

Forgiveness is all that i plead...

him and his love, i would forever need.

Is my mistake greater than my love for him

with his love he always saw my eyes brim...

Please come back and give me a chance

with happiness and love myheart would dance.

On my way back home.....

today on my way back home....showers washed the roads, the lush greenery rejuvenated and so did my soul with a pacifying breeze flowing through all tiredness of my wiery day at college. I admired with awe,the way nature carves its paths to ignite a spark into anything to make it look simply magical,absolutely august!!The trees,the petals,the grass and everything that appeared nothing more than ordinary in the morning,now after the showers,shone like a masterpiece...like a picturesque scene on a master's canvas.The intoxicating and ravishing beauty of the nature seemed to be seducing the clouds to shower more and more love in quest of glorifying its beauty to the extent of transformation into panacea for eyes filled with sorrow,for eyes brim with hopelessness,for eyes that mirrored a bitter sense of failure and a realisation that life has always betrayed their dreams.A jerk jolted me out of my admiration and i rued the fact that life does'nt have any such mechanism to evaporate all our blues, to rejuvenate us with a new spark of joy,to make us glitter like a drop of morning dew and to paint our faces with pied smiles.To assuage myself from the pain of this apalling reality i tried to look into the brighter side of life and then i saw an abject flock of children dancing to the music of the rains,absolutely carefree and boundlessly happy...what reason did life give these wretched group of creatures to be so very happy??? i wondered and then i realised that the beauty of life is to live its each moment to the fullest,no matter what happened,no matter what would happen...what matters is the moment,this moment that stands right ahead of me extending its arms to make me embrace my life with its majestic beauty that indeed lies in its uncertainity.There i got it....this is how life finds its way to heal and steal...steal the moments of happiness that rejuvenate you and make you discover the essence of life.........love life live life....

CHANGE...

changes are most constant in life

you never know when they arrive.

some bring happiness,some give pain

some are draughts,some are rain...

Days kept changing to night,

scars of defeat adorned my fight,

freedom that was always so pleasing,

blown by a breeze of change,is now ceasing!!

yet a change is all that i desire...

to fly free and scale all the heights i admire,

a change,to change and reflect

my thoughts and identity i need to collect.

Autumns longing to change into springs,

eyes awaiting a night,for the dream it brings.

Sorrows waiting to change to a smile,

life waiting for surprises worthwhile.

Let's change for a change to happen,

let's make love our weapon.

Changes are most constant in life......

sometimes ! wonder.......

sometimes i wonder why

we expect things never meant to be fulfilled

sometimes i wonder how

we fall in love with life that would one day deceive us for sure..

sometimes i wonder when

my longing for a reality of my dreams would end

sometimes i wonder where

the mysterious happiness would embrace my soul

sometimes i wonder who

would shower my dark universe with rays of hope and enlightment

sometimes i wonder what

my fortune holds to nullify my unfortunes
sometimes i just sit wondering
lost in a never-ending reverie
trying to transform my questions into answers
but my silence always echoes from within
that life itself is a question,
an unending mystery....
it never answers our questions,rather
gives life to a new question everytime we rejoice;
thinking that our questions have been answered!!!

kuch naya kuch purana....

aaj kahin se guzarte hue,
kaagaz ke tukdon par mila ek bachpan ka sketch
kuch tirchi lakeerein aur kuch seedhi raahein
behti hui nadi dhoondh rahi thi thamne ki jagah
thami hui zindagi dhoondh rahi thi chalne ki wajah
aaj kahin se guzarte hue,
mile chutki bhar khoye hue khwaab
unke adhoore reh jaane ka mutthi bhar gam
aur unhein hamesha k liye kho dene ka samandar bhar ehsaas
aaj kahin se guzarte hue,
mile kuch puraane dost ek mod par
wahi kuch bematlab ki lambi si kahaniyan
fir unhi doston ko kisi kahani mein dhoondhne ki koshish
aaj kahin se guzarte hue,
mila ladakpan ka pehla pyaar,
kuch thamti rukti dhadkanon ki aawaz
ek naadan sa yakeen ki yahi hai pyaar
fir kisi aur ko dil dena aur,
ek shararati khayal ki pyaar hota hai baar baar
guzarte guzarte....
kho diya kuch naya aur
paa lilya kuch puraana sa
fir laga ki zindagi bhi ajeeb hai
puraane se baandhe rakhkar naye mein
bhaagne ko majboor karti hai......

India Lost???

I am an indian...but what's in it that would make me proud?Can anybody produce an answer to my question please...i m really looking for a reason to be proud of my nation and yes please dont tell me that our nation is the living example for that"unity in diversity"stuff.
INDIA a nation that was an idea..idea that epiotmised brotherhood,tolerance,peace,harmony,humanity and other such values of grand stature,now stands naked infront of the entire world drooling with shamelessness and stinking of hatred.I find the newspaper full of write ups about the hindu violence against christians,the people of kashmir raging like anything to split up from india just on communal lines,the muslims feeling orphaned in their own country because of some offenders of their relegion who have driven the entire sect to filthy reputation,the states fighting to forcefully flee the residents of other states in their soil...and the list goes on...is this india??? is this the nation that once proudly boasted of its multilateral linguism,cultures,relegions and yet standing united infront of the world to inspire humanity and tolerance.Surely this cant be the one...My India is LOST!!
What went wrong is the question that needs to be answered.Why are people resorting to violence and bloodshed.The muslim community has been most apparent in this context,muslims do not feel one with this country anymore;somewhere or the other a common muslim man has been deeply hurt perhaps by the circumstances and to such an extent that he is now heading on a path that would ultimately lead to destruction of this idea called-"india".
Emotions sell in india-terror strikes are executed and masterminded by people of islamic faith and now we start looking at every muslim with that doubtful eye.
We start picturing a terrorist in each person who is by fortune or unfortunately born to an indian muslim family.We stop believing in the so called integrity and communal harmony concepts,its just music to our ears now coz nobody is peaceful here.These emotions are exploited by the offenders to turn innocents to enemys of humanity.Whenever something causes unrest and destruction we start pointing our fingers towards muslims and so happens with our security forces who somehow catch hold of people who are islamic by faith and are not involved in any terror plot as such but are just paying the cost of being a muslim.Its a fact that islamic community has underlined its role in terrorising people but still it doesnt mean that every person who is a muslim by faith would be put behind the bars.Islam is a pious relegion and doesnt preach violence by any means.The terrorists are doing whatever they can to injure the social integrity of our nation and the only way to give them a tough answer is to stand united.Once our faith is shaken,we will crumble like dust and they will win.All their attacks are singly aimed to ignite communal riots,violence and bloodshed so that they can slander their filthy targets in the name of relegious crusade.
So what does india do now??We need to first of all talk to the muslims and other such people whose emotions have been deeply injured by any reason whatsoever,we need to restore our faith and integrity.The end to terror lies in the roots from where this monster took birth.
Come lets join our hands and reunite our strengths to bring india back to LIFE...